Amit Mishra retires, says being in and out of Team India was frustrating

Fresh after announcing his retirement from all forms of cricket, Amit Mishra has said being in and out of the Indian team was 'very disappointing'.

"Sometimes you're in the team, sometimes you're out. Sometimes you get a chance in the playing eleven, sometimes you don't. Of course, it's frustrating, and I was frustrated many times, no doubt," Mishra said in an interaction with news agency PTI.

"But then you remember that your dream is to play cricket for India. You are with the national team, and millions of people are working so hard just to be there. You are one of the 15 players on the Indian team. So, I tried to stay positive," he said.

Mishra, who last played for India in 2017, put out a lengthy post on social media to announce his decision. "Today, after 25 years, I announce my retirement from cricket — a game that has been my first love, my teacher, and my greatest source of joy," Mishra wrote.

"This journey has been filled with countless emotions — moments of pride, hardship, learning, and love. I am deeply grateful to the BCCI, Haryana Cricket Association, my coaches, support staff, colleagues, and most importantly, the fans, whose faith and support gave me strength at every step.

"From the struggles and sacrifices in the early days to the unforgettable moments on the field, every chapter has been an experience that has shaped me as a cricketer and as a person. To my family — thank you for standing firmly by my side through the highs and lows. To my teammates and mentors — thank you for making this journey so special.

"As I close this chapter, my heart is full of gratitude and love. Cricket has given me everything, and now, I look forward to giving back to the game that made me who I am," Mishra added.

Mishra had come into the national team, replacing iconic leg-spinner Anil Kumble. Later, he was sidelined by a pair of younger spinners, Ravichandran Ashwin and Ravindra Jadeja, who had the blessings of MS Dhoni and Virat Kohli.

"Whenever I was frustrated, I thought about what I could improve on. Whether it was my fitness, batting, or bowling, I always focused on getting better. Whenever I got a chance to play for the Indian team, I performed well, and I'm very happy about that. I never shied away from hard work," Mishra said.

The 42-year-old represented India in 22 Tests, 36 ODIs and 10 T20Is. He bagged 76 Test wickets and 64 from ODIs.